temperance

smooth brain matter, matters

I have been in a weird zoned out mental state this past January and then somehow got it all together in the last 2 weeks. February car washed my brain with rainbow soap and the scrubby brush. Now its all flat with no wrinkles.

EX below of my brain vs your brain:

The Benito Bowl was awesome. I fucking love Bad Bunny. Theres really nothing more to say on it. I was just excited to see the singing. And I totally got more hype after seeing Ricky Martin and Lady Gaga. So yeah- I am “sorta Rican” like the rest of the world enjoying the aftermath of a performance that acknowledges the rest of America. For a brief moment I was like wow! We don’t fully suck! Some of us are having a great time on this continent. Meanwhile, the United States is doing fuck all. Lots of karmic debt being paid out, and I’m unfortunately included. Thankfully, it’s turning out some music and Substacks for me.

After that I went to “peoples” where I am officially UNBANNED! Which is nice because I live so close by and I wanted to go for a while. I walked in and knew the bartender.

And the Barback.

And the new managers.

And the DJs.

And all the guests.

Why did god hide this from me for so long? Maybe I had to go after it was cool to prove a point.

I wrote a song with Ed and I think I love it. Maybe some lyric tweaks but I really like this one. Everyday I doubt making an EP and just wanna release singles. I just have to stay on the wagon. I got this. I’m just so used to the ability to post whatever I want and the validation is endless. This is something I gotta try and sit on. Working on the patience aspect of art is hard. I gotta scream HOLD IT. Anyways, here’s a sneak peak below on what we cooked up.